Core Wounds and Sexual Fantasies

My fantasies changed when I healed my core wound, but it might be more accurate to say that I healed my core wound by changing my fantasies. Once I saw the correlation between my problematic fantasies and my toxic relationships I was unable to get turned on by them...

Captain’s Log, 2.18.18

The cool thing about trauma healing, I think, is that it’s actually a process you can continue past your trauma being healed. If you imagine trauma healing initially as taking your car in for repairs, think of going back to the auto shop with a perfectly...

Captain’s Log, 2.12.18

This is a message channeled for me one week ago by galactic ambassador David Jonathan Hrostoski: “There’s a chunk of your energetic system that gets to be reclaimed from what others perceive you as. You already act in deep accordance with your being, so...

Captain’s Log, 1.26.18

This week has not been an easy one for me with the rapid shifts going on, as those of you who have been following my posts the last few days probably know by now. I wish I had the energy to sit down and unpack everything in one place, with all the signs and evidence...

Captain’s Log, 1.23.18

I was awake til 10am downloading and alchemizing last night so I really hope this is helpful but here’s what I emerged with: Hey fyi guys your more mature form may look like failure as viewed through your immature form. An obvious example is fame: your younger...