Captain’s Log, 5.10.18, Part 2

I just made a big scene in one of my favorite bars over getting harassed. And while I’m still processing it (literally this happened 20min ago), I think I’ve never been prouder. Oftentimes after I’m finished work for the day, if I have the night off I’ll go to Yard...

Captain’s Log, 5.28.18

Find what you love and don’t let it kill you. Take the knife from its hand and slowly turn the blade toward the ground. Tell it not to be afraid, that you are here and it is safe and you insist on peaceful coexistence. Slowly cultivate a healthy intimacy. Let it love...

Captain’s Log, 5.26.18

This came through today: Jesus Christ did not die for our sins. He died because they killed him, because he threatened the existing establishment. It was never necessary for Christ to die for us to be free. As he himself preached, “the kingdom of heaven is upon...

Captain’s Log, 5.19.18

The short answer to all the cishet white men who believe that women and POC expressing anger means they are still in victim consciousness, aka my answer to two awful white men on a thread this morning even though it’s Saturday and I just woke up: “Yall on...

Captain’s Log, 5.11.18

I know this is going to sound crazy at the moment but I’d really love to teach seduction again one day. Bear with me. I don’t want to teach pickup. And I don’t want to teach seduction to anyone who hasn’t solved their issues, which means MAYBE...

The Re-Patterning Project

I wasn’t depressed; there was a flaw in my operating system. For years I had visited therapists, psychiatrists, social workers, psychological evaluators, and none of them seemed to know what was wrong with me besides “depression” and...