Cooperating With My Body

On cultivating an energetic awareness of my body in order to maintain a state of flow as much as possible for the sake of maximum manifestation efficiency. A conversation yesterday between me and my body: Me: Body, we have funds to recoup post-album and taxes are due...

Captain’s Log, 4.15.18

I figured out why I am struggling to manage my bandwidth smoothly, and it’s because desensitization as a byproduct of CPTSD essentially gaslights your body into believing it’s not exhausted. Earlier tonight I tweeted, “Sometimes I’m not sure...

Magick In Its Essence

Magick, in its essence, is the understanding that in order to get something you have to figure out how to already have it. If you can hack that, then you understand magick. The trouble is most people can’t. Most people will read that sentence and laugh....

Captain’s Log, 3.29.18

Hey guys. Watch out for anyone telling you the spiritual path or awakening process or twin flame journey “definitely” looks a certain way. While there are hallmarks and patterns of these phenomena, DO NOT let anyone tell you there HAS to be suffering,...

The Healing Power of Television

(…no I’m serious) Recently on twitter a cosmic advisor I follow (@batshaahar) posted that things like meditation, breathwork, or positive thinking could serve as an escape mechanism just as easily as things like tv, social media, or weed. I agreed with her...

Magick vs Self-Help

What I like about teaching magick instead of “self-help” is that it doesn’t have to stop when you’re healed. You can absolutely use magick to set healing intentions and transform your life from the rut you feel stuck in to a world where you...

Energetic Justice

A quick discussion on energetic justice: ✨⚖️✨⚖️✨⚖️✨⚖️✨⚖️✨⚖️✨⚖️✨⚖️✨ Me: “Follow your dreams” is nearly irrelevant until you’ve healed your core wound, because until you’ve healed your core wound you might not be able to discern what your dreams...

Core Wounds and Sexual Fantasies

My fantasies changed when I healed my core wound, but it might be more accurate to say that I healed my core wound by changing my fantasies. Once I saw the correlation between my problematic fantasies and my toxic relationships I was unable to get turned on by them...